Finally Free of You

so about an hour ago i found out that someone in my past that i was holding onto has moved on completely. when i read the status update...something inside of me lifted. weird yes, but i was actually excited and happy all at the same time. i'm finally free of him and only have to deal with him b/c of one reason. if u know me and who i'm talking about then you know wut that reason is. i've never felt this relieved to be free of anybody. if he can move on that fast..then so can i. i just hope that his new gf knows wut she's getting herself into. i don't want her to get hurt like i did. hopefully if things start to sour she'll realize it before i did. all i can do is pray for her.

on a lighter note.
yesterday was one of the best days i've had in a while (other than november 19, 2008 at 12:36 pm when my son was born)
i got to spend the entire day with my mom. we don't get to do that that much anymore. i aslo got to spend the evening with her and my sisters..and of course my little monkey...can't go anywhere without him!! yesterday made me realize how much i love the gurls in my everyday life. yes at times i might not like them for reasons..but they are family and i love them!! we talked about a lot of things. it was extremely nice to just be able to have a meanigful conversation with them. i told my mom that we need to do that more often. my sister will be graduating this year and she wants to live on-campus at usc, and if she does i won't get to see her that often...so i'm going to make the most of the remaining time that she's at home!!

well i have to go...it's dinner time!! YAY for sausage and rice and corn and greenbeans!! YUMMY!!!

love sam <3