My New Years Resolution...s

in the past six days i have been doing a lot of thinking. there are soo many things in my life that i need to work on. i'm only going to name a few:

first off: my goal is to lose at least 50 lbs. i've already lost the baby weight plus an extra 7 lbs. that was a major motivation. i've already cut out fast food and junk food...except the occasional piece of chocolate. WUT? i'm a girl..i gotta have my chocolate. lol

secondly: i need to be more submissive. my mom and i were talking about how the woman is supposed to be submissive to the man. and i realized that i have a hard time of that. i am a very independent person and that seems to get me in trouble sometimes. it's going to be hard but with God's strenghth i'll be able to do it.

thirdly: i'm going back to school to get a degree in the medical field. not quite sure wut i want to do quite yet...but ill figure it out as i go

next: i plan on spending as much time with jessie while she is still at home. we haven't really been able to hang out that much b/c of our schedules. i want to cherish the time that i still have with her before she graduates. she wants to move out and live in a dorm...and i def wont see much of her then. i've taken my sisters for granted and i need to come to terms with the fact that they are growing older and that we are moving our own ways. i just hope and pray that we will stay close friends

then: i plan on growing closer to God. i am really horrible at doing my scripture readings. my mom and i are going to be there for each other so that we won't fall behind. i know that in doing this...i will be a better person and hopefully it will help me to witness better and to serve the Lord the way i need to.

those are just a few things that i need to do. i'm leaving everything in God's hands. it's a new year and time for a new me. i'm a mommy now...and that changes a lot of things just by itself c: